" the first photo was generated 'cause my teacher had finished our lessons late (which i totally understand 'cause thanks to him we don't have to go to school tomorrow) and gary has to get his plans checked at 11am -- i wasn't been able to sleep at night my body was really tired and i rested from 2:30 pm to 8:00 pm -- haven't really worked my butt off on gary's thesis -- i kept on asking myself if this all worth it in the end, the way people look at me -- like i do not have any dignity at all (this is about the land lady) while i was doing my very best on something that is not really mine. i remember jovelle (jek's friend) told me "ikaw lang man gihapon ang makabenifit ana, te" and i told him "dili man ni akoa" but yet i was doing my best while gary is sleeping -- telling me that he cannot do it and has so many rants, seeing him like that has had made me grumpy all day 'cause it was like what the fuck gar, ginatabangan ka -- halos wala kay trabaho sa imuhang thesis, ikaw pa kusog magreklamo na dili nimo kaya! samantalang ako sa una -- wala gyuy nagtabang sa akoa gikan sa akoang manuscript hantod sa akoang plans ug pirmi ka wala ug permi ka magrason maong maka depressed gyud -- ug maong wala gyud ko nahuman kay besides sa kulang ko ug support wala gyud kuy maisip -- to be honest, swerte na kaayo ka sayon imuhang project ug naa pa kay kauban. so ayaw ko ingna na dili nimo kaya - dili lang gyud nimo gusto! kay lahi ng wala gyud nakaya ug dili gyud makaya, kay naexperience gyud nako na-- but hey i'm okay"
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